Ok, time for a new journal entry.

It's been a little quiet around me lately. This because some shitty things have happened. My mother's horse died recently after a long time of complications with his health. We have tried everything, but there was no possible chance for him to recover. So we came to the dicision that it was the best for him to make the pain stop for him. It's good to know he's not in pain anymore, but I'll still miss him. I find it even worse for my mother. He ment everything to her. She has lost her dreamhorse.
Furthermore I've been dealing with some more complicated issues wich I find rather hard to explain, so I will spare you the details about that. Just wanna say that I'm doing a lot better now.

Some bright spots had come into my days!
Last Friday I went to Green Day in Ahoy, Rotterdam. It was MASSIVE. Jeez, what an experience! What a show. It was definatly the biggest concert I ever went to. Lightning effects, fireworks, confetti, huge flames, some drunk guy in a pink bunny suite...The vibe was amazing. The whole evening was one big pile of party and energy. It did a lot of good to me. I was in need of an energetic boost like that. I even almost catched a drumstick. Too bad I slipped over it and the girl I had been talking with all evening was just a little quicker then me. But hey, I got to touch it at least.
I had wonderful night, saw Billie Joe's ass (Yes, he pulled his pants down. Twice ) got myself a tourshirt and even made a new friend. Mission accomplished, I assume.

There's more. Previous week 30 Seconds to Mars announced that they're gonna play a small show in Amsterdam November 19th. I never expected that to happen, not at all that soon. After a few days of stress I'm glad I can say
I HAVE MY MARS TICKETS!
What a relief it was to get my confirmation that my order processed. I was afraid it was gonna be like the whole chaos with London...and I had to miss them for the second time in a row. (I was in hospital last time they toured trough Europe.)
These men mean so much more to me then I could ever explain. Finally I am going to see them live. And SOON. And yeah, this time in the sense the word is generally known for. Also looking forward a lot to see some wonderful friends I've met through the Dutch boards again, and meet the ones I haven't met yet. Maybe I'll see some of you guys too? If you're going, don't be afraid to let me know!